It is exactly one month since I am not working with Luca. This period was a bit bumpy and pretty busy for me and I had little time to focus on how I am doing. Every time I paused and tried to reflect about this I always ended up thinking about friendship. I am not good with feelings and relationships, I am terrible talking and writing about them. So I asked to an AI chat to help me. I find out that nowadays AI is doing by far better than me with this stuff.